a dAy wItHoUt mY dAuGhTerS....
hrmm....today woke up at 11.30...miss my show...so landed using the com...but no one was online...so i jus basically do nth....after tt...send weili the setup of maple story...as he say the website got sumtink wrong...after tt...play with him for a while...he say the game is very boring...lol...at least i find it better than earth...so in the end i play it myself lor....created another char again...now i got a lvl 20 mage,lvl 8 mage, n a lvl 10 bowman...after playing...i watch tv...then ate....watch tv again...then read a few ppt of webp....then i write tis post...sian arh?...lol...2 of my daughters are not online today...lol...one dunnoe go where....the other one went to thailand liao...i tink will be back one week later...so it is so sian lor...nth to do...no one to chat with also....no one to play game with...if i hav to go through tis everyday...i dun tink i can live long man...so boring...dunnoe y la...when ppl ask mi to go out...i will feel very sian...when no one ask....i also feel very sian...lol...i tink i got sumtink wrong with my head or sumtink...ARH!!!!...dunnoe wat to write liao...like everyday nth to write like tt....anyone hu wanna listen to any song...pls tag in my tag board...i will try to play it for a week or so...i tink stop here better...lol
it's so bubblicious 11:13 PM
today again....sian...the whole day i only do one tink...play maple story...lol...actually quite a few la...1st i read fan fic...then i play maple story....then i slept....after tt...i play again....then watch tv...follow by chatting n playing hexic...got the top liao...lol...then i write tis post lor...sian rite?...lol...nth better to do sia...got a paper on tis thurs....but i dun feel like studying yet...lol...i guess i will start tml or monday ba...anyway...today...shu hui keep asking mi to go find her another daddy...say i neglected her....so she need fatherly love...lol...bo liao...actually wanted to post tis earlier....but jian da drag mi to play hexic...so now then i write...jus now like got a lot of tinks to write...now like forget liao..lol...so i guess i will stop here...btw....qiu jin is sick...get well soon gal...go out with u some other time....get ur health back then say...lol...
it's so bubblicious 12:40 AM
oNcE aGaIn bAcK....
once again...i m back....1st...back to blog....2nd...back from camp...lol....a lot of tinks happen during tis week....1st of all....i went to the sc camp for 4 days n 2 nights...wondering y so weird?...normally shd be 4 days 3 nights...lol...coz...i went back with weili on monday n stay there till tuesday...after tt...we went back home n on thursday...we return with gary n stay till today...so tt explain y i was there for 4 days 2 nights...the 1st 2 nights...we dunnoe wat we did there...keep eating n watching tv...even tv shows also on food...lol...then weili, pearl n i walk to pasir ris park...until 3+...then went back n hav noodles...then sleep...but only one hr...after tt...slack ard again...then weili n i went home at 4+....for the last 2 days...it is more fun...when we reached there...we went to find all of them n ate bee hoon...after tt...we went off to play bowl by ourselves...omg...like b4...my 2nd game is better than my 1st game...hurt my hand also...after tt...weili n i went swimming...gary as usual is too lazy to go n sit there n sleep....while we went jaguzzi after tt....we bath n watch tv...eat again of coz...then we went over to the 'hq' to meet them...n eat dinner...lol....then we had to be judge for their skit...i disagree with wat weili say...he say they r lousy...i personally find tt their performance is ok...only some grps dun wanna really participate...but if u wanna be a councillor...u mus not be afraid to embarass urself...coz u will hav a lot of time to do so next time...weili mad also...say they not very gd but giv the highest marks among us all...lol...but they can really do sum improving...lol...after the skit...they had the sing-a-long session which we did not join in...after tt...dismiss n the 3 of us went back to watch jurassic park 3...wooh....nice...then the 2 of them slept a while...while i wait for everyone to came back coz i had to open the door for them....after tt...we went to sleep...then...early morning wake up n pack up...then travel back to sch...then the 3 of us went home...went reached home....play maple story...then watch tv for a while...then decided to change my layout...found tis ffx layout...nice...but the colour is not wat i want la...the whole tink is a image...so no choice lor...stick with tis...lol....
btw...i had my dbms exam...i was late for it...for a few secs...n when i sat down...i no more time to read liao...so no choice...hav to start lor...the paper overall is ok ba...i tink i can pass ba...lol....i guess tt's all for today...write summore next time...
special request from my sister...today is her birthday...lol...everyone hu wanna giv her a birthday 'bash'...pls tag in my tag board...i will help u...lol
Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around
and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring
that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally I'm In Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
it's so bubblicious 6:16 PM
uNdEr sUsPeNsIoN...
tis is the very 1st time i post an entry after so long...jus to tell all readers tt tis blog will be currently close until further notice...i will put it in my msn nick when it is open again...so tt's abt it...tis few weeks...jus rush work n slack...tml hav to start revising for exam liao...so all the best to mi...
it's so bubblicious 1:34 AM
cLoSeR tO fReEdOm....
yay...finally got the time to post an entry...everytime only can tag the board...y i hav the time is becoz i m jolly well done with all the assignments....let's see wat i hav covered...i hand in the morg assignment 2 today...finish my oc speech...idea also finish...gdit also consider finish....now i need to present my oc speech, idea...do draw assignment...crs essay...n i can wait to take the last 2 exams paper...dbms n webp...suddenly feel so free n relax...see weili keep posting...i tink i better post also...lol...or else later he start to nag n say i own him coconuts...lol...basically...all i do this 2 weeks...is all those assignments tt i hav jus said...lol...so sian arh...i totally heck care about the quality of my work...i jus care to get free of this whole tink...poly is not as everyone tinks...it is not so free...of coz it is fun...but u hav to pay for the price of fun...by doing assignments...at 1st...u will be like nvm...will go all the way to do it super nice...but towards the end...you will feel so sian n jus do sumtink out...tt's wat happens to mi...lol...
started playing tis game jus a few days ago...it is call maple story...if u wanna join...
click here...it is sumtink like ro...if u got play la...it is not bad la...can help to relax..lol...i need to cut my hair n everytink tis weekend...hair super long...cannot style at all...it all drop down...i tink i better go sleep...no one to tok to...so sian...lol
btw...for those hu want to listen to any particular song...pls tag in my tagboard...i will see if i got the song n tt song will be in my blog for 1 week...1st come 1st serve...lol
it's so bubblicious 2:22 AM
pHoToS...
what are photos for?...is it for memories or is it sumtink more?...i really dunnoe...it has been 17 years....in this world...n i have taken tons of them...but what are they for?...to remind mi of my past?...or is it to remind mi to move on n not tink about the past?...or is it to remind mi what i have lost?...
today is as sian as yesterday...think of a lot today...while listening to the song...playing in my blog...meaningful song...look at a lot of photos...from small to now...how much i have changed...the time when i was in the hospital...the time when i graduate from primary sch...the time i m in secondary sch...n now...in poly with some of my friends...a lot change...too many...wat happen if u see the person in the photo with u...smiling back at u...n is not with u now...n u all r not in contact anymore...is it gd to tink of the past or move on to the future?...if there is no past...how will there be any future?...i tink i will put it all in the website tt i made...next time...enough of the sad thinking...no matter wat i tink...i still hav to go to sch tml...wat can i do...i have nth in my whole life...the only tink i hav a lot is friends...some are there when i need them...some are there even though i dun need them...some are there at the right time while some are not...some very close...some not so close...some barely even tok...no matter wat...i want to say a very big thank you to all of you...for whatever u did to change my life...to my primary friends...without u...i will not noe what it is to hav friends...to secondary friends...without u...i will not be here...for poly friends...without u...i will not have so much laughter...although it is still short...it is pleasant...thank you all...special thanks to
primary school friends
poh chye(if i spell correct) - 1st person i noe...best friends forever...
lisa - best buddy...nv forget her
secondary school friends
weili, gary, fu shun, keewei - thx for all the jokes n laughter...nv thought i will find such friends in my life...
manda, ling fang, pearlyn, jia hui, kim, nat - thx for all the care n concern...thx for being there for mi...
qiu jin, kristie, gen li, daphne - thx for the joy u brought to mi...the 4 of u always so cheerful when we go back to sch...thx for everytink...all the best also...
poly friends
erina, tzi yun , joycelyn - thx for everything...although i also not sure what u all do....but u all did sumtink...=)
hongcheng, patrick, zul - dunnoe what to say...but thx...
of coz...beside thanking them...i also mus wish them all the best in what ever they do...gd luck...hu noes when is the last time i will post another entry...so i hav to thank everyone 1st...=)
it's so bubblicious 10:54 PM
sIaN...
today was a very sian day....nth to do...so i jus add song to my blog...n sleep the whole day....too lazy to do any assignments...today is kristie's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!...actually wanna go out today de...but weili they all cannot...so it was cancel...nth else to write liao...this is the lyrics of the song playing in my blog...
TaTa Young - I Think Of You
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing i can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall i won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
it's so bubblicious 7:44 PM
fReE aGaIn...
yay!!!...finish 2 more work liao...now i still got 5 more to go...oc individual which can be done in about 2 days...crs which can be done by this weekend...morg which can be done by next week...gdit which need to rush a bit...idea which also need to rush...besides that...i m free from all the work....yay...finally finish the webp...upload to server liao...hope can la...then the oc presentation also done liao...not bad...quite ok....dbms case study also hand in liao...but the problem now is....I GOT NOTHING TO DO AT HOME!!!...
today when i came home...i dunnoe wat to do n start looking at photos...of myself...babies...lol...after tt..i watch tv till now...no webp to do liao like so sian...today i dun feel like doing anything leh...lol...tml is kristie's birthday...lol...i always forget her birthday...but now i remember liao...lol...dunnoe how she is going to celebrate...anyway...i met manda n she pass me her photos...wah...some tt i dun hav lor...crap....nth better to do now...poly life is getting more n more fun each day now...we crap a lot together now than b4...one example is with zi qing n jonathan...lol...today during lunch...kao...cannot take it sia...they always pair mi up with a gal...zi qing also suay la...lol...the class is getting along better also...but one thing is still the same...the gals dun like to mix together...lol...it seems tt way...dunnoe leh...maybe i m wrong...dunnoe wat the gals r thinking...3-4 weeks b4 end of this semester...then i got 5 weeks of holidays...next semester starts at 14 of december...tt is wat i heard today...so to anyone hu wanna go out...book mi quick...lol....dun hav so much time...lol...i tink also nth to write...wat i did in sch now is work work n work...being a dmmt student...it can be boring sometimes...coz u always face the computer....no matter if u r having lunch or even when u go home...u still will be doing ur work using com...getting kind of away from the human world n getting into the it world...lol...coz i hav not been sleeping well these few days...wake up so early n sleep so late everyday...haiz...wat to do!!!
it's so bubblicious 10:20 PM